My First Week of Grad School!

After all the hassle and crying of me not knowing what I am doing with my life, I got into graduate school! I am excited and nervous and shocked that I have made it this far. The one thing that I can say is that this new journey that I am embarking on is a challenge----a new way of me maturing and growing into my own person.


I will have tons of reading and research to do and I pray that God guides me on that path. What I have noticed about myself is that I am continuing to have faith in myself and my dreams. I am so engulfed in what this new life is like that things that interested me before, no longer can grasp my attention. This is the time of my life where I need to be serious, more risky and acceptable of criticism. I need to stop hiding from the bullet and stand in front, ready to take whatever comes to me.

But what scares me is that I don't know what will be awaiting for me in the future. Will this journey be a headache or be blissful? Will this journey make me discover what I want to do with my career? In all honesty, I still don't know what I want to do exactly but I do see myself in front of the camera. I do believe that God has made this journey specifically for me, I just need to be grateful and thankful for it all in the meantime.